This is my last blog for EDAD 660! I have been reflecting about my experience in this course, and the closest analogy I can relate to is that it has been like riding a giant, scary-fun rollercoaster. There have been the exciting “highs” when I felt like I was witnessing technology that I never even knew existed, and then got to have a go at it. But there were also lows – the frustration and self-doubt that often overshadowed any thoughts of progress I was making. And I am drained. Mentally and emotionally.
The course has been good for me on a number of levels. When I’m mentoring new or pre-service teachers, I tell them to try to think about the kids in the class, and not about making the lesson perfect. After all, a child’s view of perfection is often something completely different than an adult’s. Empathy, I believe is one of the most important traits a teacher can have; without it, it is difficult if not impossible, to design learning experiences that are meaningful for our kids. This course has reminded me that children do not all learn at the same rate, or in the same manner – and should not be expected to do so. It has reminded me of the dejection that kids can feel when they are trying, but their light bulb is just not shining brightly. It is in those situations that teachers need to provide a flashlight so the student can see a path to keep following. Without the flashlight, kids will just stay where they are, or worse go back where they started.
As a young child and teenager, I really struggled in school. In fact, I would not be surprised if I had an undiagnosed learning disability. Regardless, I have always felt that those early experiences made me a better teacher because I remembered what school was like for me. But remembering and feeling are two different experiences. For me, this course has given me a refresher on what it feels like to struggle, and also how relieved and thankful you feel when your teacher supports you. Thank you, Craig!
Yes, it has been a rollercoaster ride!
As I was walking home from school, I stopped to have an iced tea with some friends. Some of them had to write a paper about technology (specifically digital storytelling) and how it can be used deliver content to students. Eventually their conversation turned to a conversation that I have had many, many times over the years. The two main ideas behind the conversation were: 1) Children need to stop spending so much time on the computer and playing video games. They are detrimental to learning, and perhaps schools and universities should ban laptops and other technology, so that the teachers could get on with teaching, and the students could get on with learning. 2) Technology is really cool, but spending 5 hours to make a book or a video or a PowerPoint etc. just because it’s engaging is pointless. Teachers can use that time in far more effective ways.
And then, like the joy you feel at the amazing moment right before you go down the giant rollercoaster hill, I was able to actually speak on the topic – with knowledge and surprisingly for me , with conviction. (I LOVE being knowledgeable! I LOVE knowing!) I was able to argue against their opinion, and I think perhaps it may have opened their eyes (just a little) to a different viewpoint, with information that they are unaware of. I talked about Digital Natives and Digital Immigrants, and how that must impact constructivist practice. I told them about a recent study I read about young children who appear to be not listening to video (and appear to be “off task”), but who are really selectively multitasking – listening enough to understand the gist of the video and still getting to play with toys. The study showed that they learned the same amount of information as the control group who only watched the video. It tells us that kids nowadays are different learners than we were, and we need to adapt to their needs, not the other way around.
The conversation ended, and I was secretly gleeful. I have always been a Social Reconstructionist, a believer that schools, teachers (adults in general) need to advocate for social change that benefits kids and makes the world a better place. And I love when I can argue effectively against practices that I believe are not best for kids. In the short time I have been in EDAD 660, I have become a believer in technology, and I only just realized that today, sitting with my friends, arguing that not only is technology really engaging, and yes, very cool, but it is also absolutely necessary for our kids. I have come a long way in this course, and I feel hopeful.
